i am lesbian

I've been married for 10 years now, but I still think about my high school sweetheart. I love him and miss him every day. I constanly dream about him and am always looking for him wherever I go. I wish that we could get back together and that I could see him again.

I have a boyfriend that I really love.But for some reason,I keep cheating on him.I really think I have an addiction to sex. Im getting really scared now because its getting worse.Two weeks ago, I went to bar and had unprotected sex outside in a alley.About 2 hours later, I had sex with one of my male friends.I do this 2 or 3 times a week ans cant seem to stop myself.

I have had a boyfriend for about ten months now. But I secretly like another boy in a younger grade. Is that bad?

To 577,
I hope you come back to this site and find this.
Sometimes it helps to know you are not the only one with your problem. I promise you, you are not alone, there are people out there who understands what your going through. Although it was rarely directed to me personaly i know what its like to grow up in a violent and hateful household. Try and find the book called "A child called It" by Dave Pelzer. fight for yourself, but know that it is not necesary to fight alone there are people who will fight for you! if you need to contact me do so at c3048071@studentmail.newcastle.edu.au. you are not alone and have nothing to be ashamed of and deserve to be loved!

its 610/611 again and i don't know what i'm doing. i honestly say that i don't know whats going on, and i just want to understand things. i already messed them up. i just need someone to help me clean up this mess. and if you truly are reading this right now, instant message me the moment you can melody and tell me. be mad at me, hurt me, do whatever, get it all out, right at me. let it out. i know you can tell me. if your friend was right, i want you to instant message me on aim and tell me to just stop. i will.