i slept with my best friends sister

I've been battling my desires for children for over 30 years.

So far, I'm winning.

Pray for me.

My on going secret continued from
#836. I have to get this off my chest, even though I am ashamed.
As you all know by now I am secretly having sex with my best friends mom and her friends. She is the leader of a sex ocult. Two weeks ago I had to beg her to meet with me so we could talk. She did finally agree. We met and I got down on my knees and begged her forgivness. She slapped my face chew me out but she did accept me. After which she took me to her basement where her friends seemed to be waiting for me. She made me beg them for forgivness and I did. She told me that I could not take part as they began to have a lesbian orgy. Their bodies tangled together in hot sex rituals.
She said that I have to just watch.
Not that I could if i wanted but that i had to. Like this was going to be my punishment for having avoided them. There is more but I will have to stop for now. I don't have the nerve at this moment to tell the rest. (to be continued )

My friends hate it but all I want to do is SMOKE!!!!!!

My on going secret. My best friend still does not know. So I went back to having sex with my best friends mom.
Continued from #725. I promised myself i wouldn't do it any more but i can't stop myself. She put a spell on me.

~my secert~ well i have a guy who's like my bestfriend we talked online alot and in skool for some reason i had this weired dream about him and than the next day i knew i was in love with him. i loved him the first time i ment him he really didn't know i loved him or anythin cause i talk about other guys with him and he dont care tat much lol even thou i talk to him about other guys i only say that so he dont know i like him. or should i say love him. than we've known each other for like a year now and than there was one day when i found out he moved to other skool not far away thou but like i knew why he moved and i understand that than i got so upset he did cause he didn't tell him watsoever but than he did so than i was gonna tell him i loved him and than i emialed him and told him and than we talked about it online he knows and still knows i love him and everythin the reason is he said he loves me but like a bestfriend way not more and than he said i like being single and all and havin fun and i'm not ready to havea a gf he told me and i understand but i dont get is that y doesn't he want to have a chance with me? he knows i love him and he knows i still do? i need help and now sometimes i feel like i love him and than dont and sometimes i get a little jealous idk y i do just do and than theres other times i wanna tell him i love him and than others i dont but really i still love him. alot. and now idk what to do anymore and also i asked if he could have a chance he said wait and see how far we go wat does tat mean i dont get it we were going fine and everything and now i dont get help me plz