I always have a digital camera in my car and I look for women with short skirts. Then I wait for them to bend over so I can take a picture. Its becoming an obsession and my girlfriend worries that she's not keeping me happy!

I've cheated on my g/f with over 20 other women and counting...she doesn't know

When I was a teenager me and my friend would go out to parties and get shit faced. Most of the time we would spend the night at his house or mine. I would wait a little while after he passed out on one of the couch's or on my floor. I would slide my hand under his blanket and start rubbing his dick until it was hard. I would lean over and pull back his underwear and give him head until he would cum in my mouth. Sometimes in the middle of sucking his cock I would get on top of him and ride his hard dick until I could feel him cum inside of me. Afterwards I would masturbate and cum so hard!!!
I know after a while he was not sleeping as his cock was all ready hard when I would reach under his blanket. We would never talk about and always acted like nothing happened. But I loved giving him head and feeling his hard dick in my ass. Every now and then I think about it and I gives me a hard on and I have to go masturbate while thinking about giving him head. I've not been with a guy since then. I am now married with children but I would still like to have a "buddy" sometimes. I have never told anyone about this but just writing about it made my dick hard.

Last night, I passionately kissed a man that wasn't my fiance. Kissing was the extent of the cheating, but I still feel dirty. Although my fiance wasn't at the party, we could have easily been discovered by a number of people, many of whom are friends with my fiance, so the whole thing makes me sick to my stomach. I was very drunk, lonely, and in need of someone to pay attention to me, since the flirting and mystery has long since left my relationship. I know those are not legitamate excuses, but I now know that I will not do ANYTHING again. I am in love with my fiance, but I can't and won't tell him about this. The whole thing just makes me feel like a terrible person, and I wonder if my fiance deserves better than me...

I have been sleeping with my older brother for the last 5 years.
He is big and love to feel him inside me. I know this is bad. Anyone else sleeping with a brother.

i had a gay masseur give me a hand job, which i paid for, after my boyfriend told me he loved me. a week before, i watched two guys have oral sex, and let one of them jerk me off. the next day i went to a gay cruising park and jerked off with another guy. and the week before that, i jerked off with another guy in a gay movie theater on vacation. i cant believe i did any of this and cant imagine telling him i did, even if we werent together and monogamous for so long. its eating at me and im having trouble getting on without thinking about it. i think its symptomatic of our less than perfect sexual chemistry but i love him and think he is incredibly good looking, sexy and cute. perhaps the main problem is that i dont think he thinks of me as particularly sexy, though im very good looking and i think a fucking catch, and ive found out that he has cyber sex and phone sex and i worry that he has actually cheated on me (not the more innocent stuff i did). but what is innocent? i certainly do not feel innocent. goodness. i hope i can figure out how to justify this to myself and not let it eat away our relationship--which has some real highs, not just lows like it seems. we have tons of fun together, and sometimes the sex is fantastic. sometimes i think he and i do not connect intellectually, and i think thats his main insecurity around me. that and he had a boyfriend for a very long time who he still talks about. seems to me this relationship sounds very unhealthy. i should probably talk to him about all of this, but he doesnt seem to enjoy talking about things. and i dont want to push him away, because i think that he ultimately would talk about these things. maybe i'm just dreaming.