A guy that I know and like just won't give himself a break and it really turns me off from wanting to further the relationship. I wish he could see himself through my eyes. Sigh.

I've only told this to 2 ppl. One has since died, the other is no longer part of my life. Between the ages of 8-10 I would pray every night that I wouldn't wake up in the morning. Between my tears I begged God to take my life. I would say to Him, "If you really loved me and had compassion for me you would make it so that I won't have to suffer another day".

After many years I realized I experienced his true love by him giving me the power to struggle on each and everyday.

Im a girl but i still love to watch porn. I never told anybody about this. I always watch the guys though never the girls and I love it. but I think its the thing keepin me a virgin

First off, all you little kids that think your in love with one, or multiple people, just stop. You don't know what love is yet. your in lust. It will pass.

Second, those of you who cheat on their significant other, married or not make me fucking sick to my stomach. Your losers who are selfish and I hope one day you feel what you put your spouse through.

OK so I will now tell the rest of my secret from #1875. Watching My sons early 20's friend masturbate made my heart beat fast. I was wishing I had the nerve to take his penis out of his hand and wrap my hands around his really stiff, swollen erection instead.
When he ejaculated I think my heart skipped a beat each time he shot off.
Any how I went back to my room and slipped into bed with my husband.
I must have laid their in bed staring into the dark for an hour or so before I started to finger my Clit through my panties. My husband snored loudly next to me. Before long my panties were off and I was masturbating as i thought about that young mans erection. Final I reached orgasm with an out-loud,
"oh God." My husband woke and said, " What?" I replied, "I sorry honey. Go back to sleep. I just had a dream." he mumbled and went right back to snoring.
If he only knew.

I just watched something that I never should have. It is very early in the morning here and i woke up to get a drink of water. My 22 yr old sons friend is in the guest room and as I walked by I heard him talking. The door was slightly open. I peeked in to see him naked on the bed. I hurried by but after having got my drink I could not help but to stop for another peek.
I stood at the hinge side of the door and looked through the crack. He talked on his cell phone for a bit and then hung up. I started to leave but just as I did he began to touch his
penis. I know i am a dirty old lady now because I watched him masturbate.
Shame on me.