I still love you.
Emotions they get so crazy dont they
When Edwin McCain comes on in the car
I go back to that moment of complete ecstacy.
However, once that song ends I remember
What the dead cold feeling of regret is.

The loss of the little special days
Like your birthday being today April 13
How I wish I were there to hold you
ANd know that I'm yours
and you are mine.

You write poems, and I try
Expressing my feelings once again.
How I'm sorry and miss everything about You.
Your goofy smile, big nose, curly, dirty-blonde curls, and most of all your blue-green eyes.
Similar to mine, which haunts me everytime I look in the mirror.

I don't see me, but instead
I see you.
I try not to let my emotions run away
But when I read your poems secretly
My heart takes off in a marathon.

August 2008, I held you for the 1st time in 2 years.
Memories were awakened from a nightmare,
But only to come back to reality which is a living, breathing, everyday nightmare.
The feeling long gone, came back for the 15 minutes we stood in the parking lot holding on trying not to cry trying to find the right words.
It's so cliche, and I've become speechless and wish just to go back again to that moment when you said "We will work on this"

I can't though. The cold sting of reality sets in again.
It's late and I could go on, but you would get tired too.
So I leave with this
I still love you, and truely wonder and yet know, that I always will.
Sweet dreams and goodnight.

I orgasmed when i got my abortion!

The other night i snuck into my brothers room when he went out to his car. His girlfriend was blindfolded,gagged,and tied up like she always is and i licked her vagina and i LOVED it. She is 20 years old and BEAUTIFUL. I stole her panties today when she took a shower. I'm afraid that my brother might some how find out though.

well recently i found out that i'm gay. it started my first year in high school, i joined the softball team and when i did i met a girl who's a year older than me. her name is JO(J.K.D). she would sometimes tell me about her relationship with her girlfriend. i thought nothing of it, but until my second year of high school i started to feel something for her. i thought "ah it's nothing" but instead it grew stronger in me. i would always see her around campus, i tried to tell her once, but she seemed happy with her girlfriend, so i said nothing. now my third year of high school, and her last. i have less than 2 months to confess it, but i'm scared. i started to ignore her, but i think i send her the wrong message. i don't know what to do. all i know is i want to be able to tell her " JO, i want to be able to be the person that you come running to when you need someone. i want to be able to hold you when your sad, scared or just need someone to hold you and tell you everything's gonna be alright. i know i ain't got much, but i promise you that when i graduate from high school, i'm a find me a good job and take GOOD care of you. i'll even drop everything that i'm doing just because you need me. JO, i am willing to get hurt physically and emotionally just to protect you. i wanna be able to tell you i love you and cherish you everyday. JO, i like you a lot and i want to be able to change that like in to LOVE." and that's how i really feel. i want to tell her but what should i do? i seem to just get so nervous around her, like my heart starts beating fast, my gut tightens up and i feel like i can't breathe. i would be glad to her your advise, so please if you do have any advise or suggestion send me an email at creationwisdom@yahoo.com

I'm 19 and loving my life I have a wife who I would kill and die for she's my everything and anything and is the mother of my bound to be born son I love her and our sex life is great but I have a small crush kinda of a love affection to this 15 year old girl named karalee the weirdest thing is I've never met this girl but I love her like an ex that's been with me thrue thick and thin I know if people found out it's jail but it's not wrong just to talk to her is it I don't know I really want to tell this girl kar. how much I love her I dream of me and her making the most passionate love that this world wouldn't ever know of but I'm afraid to tell her because wat we have it's going good and I'm afraid for her to get scared and think that's all I wat her for but that's all I dream of her .,, is that bad of me or should I just tell her and suffer the consiquences help me advise ... mommajoe51@yahoo

I have an obsession. I wish I could get over it, but I can't. I like to sneak out and night and sniff fire hydrants. It really turns me on.