I've never said this outloud but at the age of seven or eight.. My cousin, who was one or two years older than me, would make me dry hump him. If I resisted, however, he would threaten to tell my mother. I later graduated to kissing and groping another cousin who is a girl and a year older than me. At ten or so, I was already watching porn and had already been fingered. A year later, I gave my first blowjob. Now, I'm 16 and a lesbian.

I think about fucking you everyday, I even masturbate thinking about you a lot and it drives me crazy because I know you're just a little dumb bitch who could never be the right person for me and who only uses people and then dismisses them like an used condom.

I'm still a virgin and a lot of people think I'm not.

I haven't gotten over you, Karen. I still love you and think of you and keep wishing that we meet again and can talk things over and start again but I know it will never happen. I still think of you everytime I see a snail, everytime I hear 'Headlights look like diamonds', everytime I see a girl wearing an overall, everytime I see a girl with a brown mane like yours. I hate myself for caring so much about you when you don't give a shit about me.

I got a bj from my best friend. But i am not gay. I told my 1st secret about 3 years ago and i never got a chance to finish. Last told this in secret #1684. So there i was standing looking at a whole in the wall, a fake wall but still my best friends mom wanted me to stick my penis in it. I had to please her and all her friends, so i did it. I felt hot breath on it and my penis got hard. A tongue lick me and i felt the person's hand begin to pull me to explosion. after which my best friends mom ask me if i knew who was on the other side. I told her i had no idea. She commanded the other to pull the wall away. Oh my God!
there sitting in a chair licking his fingers with my sperm on his face.
My best Friend.

I am sort of dating a guy who is head over heels for me but I don't think I really like him, I think im using him to mask my feeling for this other guy who ive been in love with all year long I feel depressed and I dont know what to do