I start crap (like fights ) with my boyfriend because I feel scared to death on so many levels with him. I don't want to fight! That is what is crazy, because I start fights. If I feel insecure in the slightest because of something he just said or some occurrence, I start to inwardly wig out and shift into protect-me mode. I become defensive and offensive. If I love him (and I do!!), why am I like this?

I'm pregnant. No one knows but my husband. We've been married a little over 2 months. This wasn't planned.

He's never going to ask me to marry him. I wish he would. Just the promise of it (even if we don't actually get married until years from now) would help us SO much to feel stable and sure. He knows I would say YES if he asked me. I also know he WANTS to ask me. So why is this not happening. It's probably something *I* have done wrong.

All I try to do is to avoid exposing myself as the biggest poser ever. I act all confident, but I have a major softer side that I hide from all. I live in fear of people finding out that there are SO many things I am sensitive about, that make me feel vulnerable. I am afraid I will lose what I love if I show that I am sometimes needy. I HATE needing! But yet I still need.

Why is my hair so incredibly ugly. Everyones elses is so nice looking and mine is so gross. I think I must look like an ugly pig. I hate how my hair feels and how I look when I take a picture because I am so ugly all the time. who can stand it. No wonder no one wants me ever.

I love this girl so much i fantasise about her when we text im happy she asked me if i love her.... I didnt know what to say but the answer was yes i do love.... She is a bueatiful.young girl i rarely see her at school and when i see her hugging a guy it kills me inside but i love her so much i just want to kiss her and wish it would never end.i ask her if she wanted to go out with me... She said no srry no.... I cried becuase a girl like her and me i would feel great if dhe said yes but i dont think she will ever say yes but imma fight for what i love iwould take a bullet for her i would get stabbed for i love her that much i would DIE for her she pretty,smart,everything i love u michelle u know who you are michelle i love you alot i would die for u... If u read this think about what i said.... And give me a chance i would never let u down... Well thats my secret...